Saturday, June 30, 2012

"Days"

     The days the follow have been amazing. I have learned to love my my husband through Him, a love I did not have with my first husband. When I was being ministered to the Holy Spirit entered my soul and made me complete. I did not know what that felt like until that day (January 16, 2012). The love, warmth, strength, grace, and healing is what I felt when I let him fill my heart. Since I have done that I have learned to go to Him with my worries and to give it all to Him, He will never let us fall. He may send us through storms that are very painful but it is only to mold us to be more like Him and help us seek Him more. My husband and I went through and are still going through one of these storms. We lost our baby when I was only 8 1/2 weeks pregnant, it was one of the hardest things I have ever been through. I do have 2 other children from my first marriage but we are looking to grow our family even bigger. Since we have lost our baby we have not been able to get pregnant again :( But I believe it is because Jesus is not ready for us to have one just yet, He is still working in both of us and helping us grow. I am hoping to see the light at the end of this storm soon, I know it will happen when He is ready for it to happen.  To me it is amazing how such pain can make someone so much closer to Him, His love over powers everything!!

Thursday, June 28, 2012

"The beginning"

Day one of blogging. I have never done this before; but for some reason the Lord was calling to me to make this. I am not sure of His plan but I am going for it. See where this takes me, all I can do is trust in Him!! I am a new follower and the hardest thing for me to overcome is trusting in Him. I tell my self that everyday "trust in Him". He is everything! My journey has just really started; my husband and I just got married on Jan 19, 2012 and we have already been through so much. A very good friend of my husbands family ministered to me before he married us and it has transformed my life in so many ways. The love I have for Jesus can not ever be explained in words.  He continues to push us along, bring us ever close to Him and His love. There is NOTHING like His love in all the world. Once it is found you will never want to let it go.