The days the follow have been amazing. I have learned to love my my husband through Him, a love I did not have with my first husband. When I was being ministered to the Holy Spirit entered my soul and made me complete. I did not know what that felt like until that day (January 16, 2012). The love, warmth, strength, grace, and healing is what I felt when I let him fill my heart. Since I have done that I have learned to go to Him with my worries and to give it all to Him, He will never let us fall. He may send us through storms that are very painful but it is only to mold us to be more like Him and help us seek Him more. My husband and I went through and are still going through one of these storms. We lost our baby when I was only 8 1/2 weeks pregnant, it was one of the hardest things I have ever been through. I do have 2 other children from my first marriage but we are looking to grow our family even bigger. Since we have lost our baby we have not been able to get pregnant again :( But I believe it is because Jesus is not ready for us to have one just yet, He is still working in both of us and helping us grow. I am hoping to see the light at the end of this storm soon, I know it will happen when He is ready for it to happen. To me it is amazing how such pain can make someone so much closer to Him, His love over powers everything!!
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